All this talk through a tunnel
of kid gloves and landmines went underground.
You were catching my limbs
in sequels and spoofs, commemoration my organs
with friends lost, whose names like patients’ names.
Our clumped desire stirs and how
when unwound, as with DNA, it sweetly wounds us.
Hope in the right place, you said, is hope misplaced
or no hope at all. But I say, in my dreams I dream,
in my dreams I do not hope.
Where were you when was I? Counting down
the decades for the prize as victim of our previous war.
Were you my cactus heart and kelp forest,
a gluttonous hunger I ate myself famished,
an app, a tower or two, and flew
as a swan flies into a sand file that said,
“No more monkeys dead on the bed”?
In my dreams the universe anneals for tents
that fall like mamas from heaven.
And you were tablet and me pill,
surgery and me drone, firefly
and me shooting star, where
when my clone was made interminable
no illness could.
And the space between raindrops a shelter,
the mountaintop a lake,
the gecko an oriole, the athel a bulbul,
and I was seagrass and you
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